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          I ordered him to stop. I got out, walked around the car,
        
        
          pulled him out, and put him in the passenger seat. Then I
        
        
          reoriented our two-car convoy toward Tripoli’s coastal
        
        
          section. At every checkpoint, I stopped the car, smiled,
        
        
          showed my empty hands, and asked: “Novotel?”
        
        
          Finally, at the fifth checkpoint, a Libyan man smiled
        
        
          broadly and said: “Ohh, you mean the Baby Camel.”
        
        
          He pointed up and, there, way atop a modern seafront
        
        
          hotel, was the image of a big blue mother camel, followed
        
        
          by a little blue camel. And next to it was marked “Novotel.”
        
        
          It’s hard to fathom, but rebranding could have killed us.
        
        
          War stories fascinate. War stories sell. But in the end,
        
        
          they are depressing.
        
        
          War, as I have watched it, is chaotic, unpredictable,
        
        
          and sordid. Men hunt men. The reasons vary, including
        
        
          ideology, race, religion, or real estate. But the practice is
        
        
          not glorious. And, unlike two hours spent in a comfort-
        
        
          able Manhattan movie theater,
        
        
          
            real
          
        
        
          wars create real pain
        
        
          and loss.
        
        
          For me, as an observer, one legacy is a mild case of
        
        
          paranoia. To this day, I choose a seat in a restaurant that
        
        
          allows me to sit with my back to the wall, and an eye on
        
        
          the door. On the upside, war coverage has given me a
        
        
          healthy appreciation for life and a need for balance.
        
        
          In Colombia in the 1990s, I was deeply involved in cov-
        
        
          ering the drug war, so deeply that I was the last reporter
        
        
          to receive a communication from Pablo Escobar before
        
        
          he was gunned down on a Medellin rooftop. I received a
        
        
          fax communiqu
        
        
          é
        
        
          from the fugitive cocaine lord, authen-
        
        
          ticated by his thumbprint.
        
        
          But, in addition to switching hotels every time I visited
        
        
          Bogota, I adopted another curious practice. I imposed
        
        
          upon myself a quota – one “positive” story for every
        
        
          three “negative” ones. In the case of Colombia, I wrote
        
        
          about flower exports, improvements in coffee cultiva-
        
        
          tion, modern art, and the restoration of the Caribbean
        
        
          coastal city of Cartagena.
        
        
          Looking back, these stories may have told
        
        
          
            New York
          
        
        
          
            Times
          
        
        
          readers more about Colombia than the weekly
        
        
          drum roll of bombings, kidnappings, and guerrilla
        
        
          attacks. In that light, I am just as proud of my coverage
        
        
          of the Falklands War as I am of a story I did on Wheels
        
        
          for Humanity. That 2004 feature, also out of Mongolia for
        
        
          the
        
        
          
            Times
          
        
        
          , resulted in a flow of real donations that resulted
        
        
          in Third World kids getting their first wheelchairs.
        
        
          The key to good journalism is to get out from behind
        
        
          the keyboard to talk to real people. Readers relate to
        
        
          faces, to people.
        
        
          My career thrived in the Golden Age of paper and ink.
        
        
          When I was a Sixth Former, 25 copies of
        
        
          
            The New York
          
        
        
          
            Times
          
        
        
          were stacked daily at the Schoolhouse, free for
        
        
          the taking for furthering our education. Since then,
        
        
          technological change has been relentless.
        
        
          I will never forget a shock I had one day in Angola in
        
        
          1986. An American working for Gulf Oil Co. said he en-
        
        
          joyed reading a story I had filed two days earlier, from
        
        
          Luanda. In Africa, my M.O. was to file and get out of town
        
        
          – before repercussions hit (and borders closed). But the
        
        
          American oil executive had acquired a new machine that
        
        
          watched
        
        
          
            13 Hours: The Secret Soldiers of Benghazi
          
        
        
          . The
        
        
          movie brought back my memories of August, 2011, when
        
        
          I entered Libya for the battle of Tripoli. That was one
        
        
          year before the American ambassador was killed by an
        
        
          Islamic fundamentalist militia in Benghazi.
        
        
          Working for Voice of America, I, along with a camera-
        
        
          man, drove in from Tunisia. Driving across the Sahara,
        
        
          we passed close to the long abandoned headquarters of
        
        
          General Erwin Rommel, the German “desert fox.” I was
        
        
          retracing, in reverse, the path of my father, John L.B.
        
        
          Brooke of the Form of 1926, who, in 1942-43, drove from
        
        
          Cairo to Tunis as an ambulance driver attached to the
        
        
          British Eighth Army.
        
        
          Almost 70 years later, stocked with drinking water,
        
        
          food, and cash, I drove east from Tunisia into the moun-
        
        
          tains of Libya’s ethnic Berber territory. Just weeks earlier,
        
        
          these ancient hills had been liberated from 42 years of
        
        
          rule by Muammar Gaddafi.
        
        
          But down on the Mediterranean coast, at the oil refinery
        
        
          city of Az-Zawiyah, things got sticky. A few hours before
        
        
          we arrived, four Italian reporters had been kidnapped in
        
        
          Tripoli, 30 miles to the east.
        
        
          As the senior journalist in the group, I took on the task
        
        
          of organizing a “safe” convoy into the capital. Local drivers
        
        
          were hired and instructed to go straight to Novotel, the
        
        
          press hotel. Soon after we left, everything went wrong. A
        
        
          junior reporter in our group had a bad case of nerves at
        
        
          the site of so many checkpoints improvised by freelance
        
        
          gunslingers. I gave him my helmet and bulletproof jacket,
        
        
          equipment I had brought down from Moscow.
        
        
          At two major highway intersections, NATO bombers
        
        
          had flattened two Gaddafi military installations. In their
        
        
          place, the opposition had thrown up street checkpoints,
        
        
          manned largely by skittish, armed (but untrained), men
        
        
          from the neighborhoods.
        
        
          Once in the capital, the streets were empty, but for
        
        
          roaming “technicals” – pickup trucks with 50-caliber
        
        
          machine guns mounted on the back, usually by the
        
        
          opposition. It soon became apparent that our “local”
        
        
          drivers were lost. It turns out they were indigenous to
        
        
          the oil refinery town, but did not know the big city, only
        
        
          30 miles away.
        
        
          We drove up to one press hotel, only to be waved away
        
        
          by security men on edge and waving shotguns. Later, we
        
        
          heard Gaddafi loyalists had attacked the hotel one hour
        
        
          after we approached.
        
        
          Our “local” drivers started driving away from the Medi-
        
        
          terranean, contradicting my gut feeling that Novotel would
        
        
          have picked a hotel with a sea view. Suddenly, our guides
        
        
          drove down the avenue next to the Gaddafi compound,
        
        
          the same free-for-all boulevard where the Italians had
        
        
          been snatched the day before.
        
        
          At a traffic roundabout, we were stopped by the debris
        
        
          of a major firefight; broken glass, burned-out cars, and
        
        
          about one dozen bodies bloating in the Mediterranean
        
        
          sun. About 500 yards to the south, a high-rise building
        
        
          still carried a large Gaddafi poster – a telltale sign that
        
        
          the neighborhood was in the hands of regime loyalists.
        
        
          My driver started to head toward the Gaddafi poster.